Monday, September 1, 2008

Today.....writtien on a stone the desk of some writer I don't remember.

I've had a nice morning so far. Made breakfast for my sons and their two friends, watered the flowers and finished a reading assignment.

The only thing I have to do today is go to Kennedy's and pick up my final textbook, read three chapters from it and do an introduction letter. Then, I'm free. I will go to the bookstore later and relax for a while. Tonight I'll do the assignment. I don't want to rush or freak out about it. I'll get it done. No big deal.

If you've never tried Google SketchUp, you should give it a whirl. It's a fun, 3D program where you can build houses, classrooms, design and outdoor space...etc. I'm using it for a class and it's pretty cool. Google has all sorts of way cool programs now. I love it. I started using the Google Reader, because there are several websites that I visit on a regular basis and in Reader, you can add subscriptions and have the recent stories sent there. They're all together and you can read them without having to visit many different websites. It's pretty cool.

Fun gadgets. :)

So I've been in a funk lately. I know it's cyclic and I know it'll pass, but I hate it. I don't want to be bothered. My libido is basically DEAD.....a fact that doesn't make my husband (or me) very happy. WTF? Why does this happen? I dreamed that I was given Prosac and all my problems disappeared. hmmmmm......I wonder if it could be that easy. It's food for thought.

The same night though I dreamed I was visited by a ghost who told me as I slept (in the dream I was asleep as well) that her name was Amy. I woke up saying her name. It was weird to say the least. To simply dream about being asleep is sort of creepy to me. Too horror film for me.

Anyway. I want to take a bike ride today, but I really want to go to the arboretum and I haven't gotten my bike rack yet, so I will just limit myself to the knees aren't strong enough to go any further. I'll take the bike path, relax and just keep at it until I'm strong enough to venture further. What a cool thing that will be! I could ride to the grocery store or Walmart or something for a quick shopping trip. :) Yay.


Angel said...

That is so cool that you got a bike. I want one of those old fashioned kind with the wire basket in the front:-)

I know what you mean about having no libido. I have zilch, and it's a bummer. Anti-depressents are supposed to decrease sex drive though, so I don't think that would help you.

Hope your funk goes away soon, and that you had a great day!

Love you<3

Sunny said...

Well, that stinks. Then my dream was a BIG LIE! ;)

Yeah, I like those bikes too! I was thinking about getting one. It was called a cruiser, but I decided I'd rather have one that could do roads and trails.

Do you think the no libido thing could be a phase? What about the stories I've heard about women and the time when sex is like THE GREATEST THING EVER????? When does that happen? hmmmmm.

Hopefully it's not a big lie too.